A Tough Time

We have arrived. I don't think I have arrived mentally. The last two days have been extremely hard. My stomach has been in knots. All the thoughts of Chattanooga and my time there have come flooding back. I have prayed and cried out to the Lord. On Sat. I called a friend who prayed for me. It has been hard. I read a devotion from "My Upmost for His Highest'" and it talked about giving "big" things up. That many times we are so confident and feel good that we are giving some big thing up. But, then Oswald Chambers says that then as we do that we find a small area where we are not willing to give it up and that is the thing the Lord is really after. I may be in that camp or maybe I am not in the camp at all! I only know this has been one tough road and I am praying and believing He will help me and give me strength. I miss all of you. God bless.